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August 14 A Fairy Tale Gone WrongI never saw it coming... One day, I was happy... One day, I was not... These emotions were playing in my mind for the past few months... Before I met him, I was a normal girl... And looking around for the best boyfriend... I even had the chance to crush around... After I met him, I was quite happy... I also had different emotions playing around in my head... Wondering whether is he 'the one'... What he did now, was inacceptable... I was stupid, I unblocked him when I saw him online... Thought of Giving him another chance... Unfortunately, he ignored me... Again... And he went offline... But still, I'm having a hard time blocking him again... I think I should... A part of me thinks so, Another part of me doesn't... He changed his display message... I wonder whether he was aiming it at me... Or it was just another random thought of his... Does he feel the same as me? Heartbroken and Dissapointed... because I've also been ignoring him... But it's his fault too, He should text me, Or at least give me a call... Despite the reasons he gave me... i still can't accept it... Doesn't he know... By doing this, it hurts both parties... or as far as I know... It hurts only one... After thinking, I think I will block him again... it seems like the right thing to do... But who knows, what will happen to me when he onlines again... Will I be stupid and give him another chance? Or should I ignore him... Love is complicated... I'm not in Love... No... I'm sure of it... He is now 85% crush and 15% love... It's hard for me to get it to this level... But I tried and at least succeeded... Hoping it will eventually fade and go away... One of my crushes actually came to like me... This is obviously my chance and I should be happy... But because of him, I'm not willing to try and give the other guy a chance... Because, there may be a small, puny little chance... Maybe even a small star, or even a spark... That will ignite again when I look at his profile... It's the other 15% of my love... That's pulling me away from the other opportunities i'm having... The other 15%, that I hope will fade away... According to time... Time, will be my medicine for my broken heart... Time, will be helping me piece back my heart... Time, could also help me get a life... July 25 My Confused FeelingsThis, is the album I want you guys to listen.. After finding out that どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう? (One of the songs in the album..) which means "Why Have i Fallen In Love With you?" I became very very emo.. The song means something to me.. And I mean literally MEANS something to me.. I've also found out that this is the song I've been looking for (since I've known him) to describe what I feel..(The songs I've downloaded before, whose lyrics were meant for confused people like me, such as 7 things by Miley Cyrus can't even compare to this..) The song I NEEDED desperately before it even became famous, even before it was sent by SookMian.. You see, I'm really confused.. And you DO NOT like me when I'm confused.. I DO NOT like someone so easily, and the few dates I've been invited to so far, can't even compare to what the things he says... I'm the kind of girl who likes a guy for a maximum of 2 days and it'll be somewhat like this.. "OMG, HE's HOt!!!" Then, a few days later, another guy comes in.. And I start to like that guy.. And FYI, this isn't love, it's called a crush.. And I've been doing that since I was small.. Hence the single and available girl you see before you right now.. And again let me state, I DO NOT FALL IN LOVE EASILY.. But this guy is different.. I can't find out why.. I do not like him, yet I like him.. I do not miss him, but I want him to call me, or even text me.. (I'm telling you, i'm in DEEP emo shit...) He is not like the crushes I've had so far and I think that makes him different... But I keep telling myself, "DENISE LEE SUE LIN, DO NOT LET YOURSELF BE FOOLED!!" or "I WILL NOT KENA TIPU!!" And some other stuff along the lines like that, but.... *sigh* Mala even told me, Denise, I think you kena tipu already... Sunantha also told me, Denise, awak sudah kena tipu.. Ok, FINE... I kena tipu, ....a little bit..... Hey, I have common sense okay... Because of this, my heart is in and out of the little borderline.. And seriously, it hurts... I have to control myself, and yet not control myself at the same time... I need to be safe... If he does not like me, at least I have a little preparation ready and I would not get hurt that much.. Also, I would not be the first one to open my mouth.. Ken says it'll be much better if the guys go first.. And not forgetting what happened in standard 6.. (Hey, although it's centuries away, it broke my heart okay...) And because of that incident my crush-disease started... Jumping from one guy to another.. It was wrong yes, but it will be way safer... And besides, a little flirting couldn't hurt anyone... (^_^) I also dislike guys who like me for what I look like... Not who I am... Bloody Hell you, didn't find me when I look horrible lar... Now only start to bullshit around me, PUH-LEEZ!! This is fake and I can see it... And I also HATE people I DON'T KNOW who keeps on pushing me for my email add and my phone number and also randomly asking me out.. I mean, if I want to go out with you I will say so, other than that... Geez...WTF!!! HELLO, FRIENDSTER GUY!!! Although you study in UTAR, please fuck off.. And my wble messages are getting crowded... Swt these kind of people lar. Anyway, I feeling really really emo right now.. And summore my assignments berlambak... (I finished my Sociology Assignment in 2 days, 10-15 pages and i slept at 4.30am in the morning... Kudos to me..) I CANNOT, I repeat, CANNOT have these things come and bother me right now.. *sighs* Guys, next time if you like a girl.. PLEASE TELL THEM!!! It's very very horrible you know, going around and ai-mei with people... It's fun lar at first, but now you see... Damn susah.. Oh, and my blog entries for July damn sikit... WTF!! This shows that I have no time at all!! And I still have alot of sampat pictures to post... Haizz... Wish me luck k guys... Princess Signing Off... May 07 公主的王子和恶魔男人不坏， 女人不爱。。。
通常话都是这样说的， 可是如果到最后。。
如果王子和恶魔都爱上公主了， 那该怎么办？？
而公主也对两个都有兴趣。。。
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！ 好烦哦哦哦哦哦哦！！！
Haih, 头痛又来了。。
王子， 好可爱。。 又体贴。。 分明就是个好男人。。
恶魔， 超霸道！！ 不理会别人的感受。。 可是，坏坏底的样子里藏着一个可爱又傻傻的小孩子。。
你叫公主做个选择， 也是未必太难了吧。。。
*叹气*
公主和王子， 应该可以说是天生一对的。。
公主和恶魔， 是一种可以说是被禁的爱情。。
到底，公主应该选谁呢？？
*唉声叹气*
谁可以帮忙救救公主啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
好痛苦哦。。 May 03 Virgin Snow-첫눈 (初雪の恋)Well, I’ve been watching Virgin Snow (初雪の恋) and it was AWESOME!! Acted by Korea’s Lee Jun-Ki as Kim-Min and Japan’s Aoi Miyazaki as Nanae. It is a romance type drama and I’m telling you, it rocks… Especially at the ending, where it got me crying. It also has the CUTEST little romantic quotes but too bad I can’t remember some of them.. Basically it’s about a boy, who grew up in Seoul and moved to Japan because of his father, who is a potter. Min then went exploring Japan and stumbled upon a little temple. Well, before that he fell off his bike and hurt himself. That was where he met Nanae, who helped him cleaned his wound… Min fell in love instantly.. But due to the language gap, it was kinda funny watching both of them struggling to communicate with each other.. Min then enrolled himself into school to learn Japanese and then had an encounter with Nanae once again. Then after trying to pursue her with many of his CUTE ways, they both finally got together. One day, both of them went into a pottery shop and Nanae seemed to like them… They saw one kind that requires different skills from 2 different people, A potter and A painter. Min then promised Nanae he would make one, and then Nanae would paint on it.. (ISN’T IT ADORABLE!!).. So Min went home and begged his dad to teach him all about pottery, which then his dad replied ‘didn’t you say you weren’t touching poop?’ LoL… Anyway, you really just have to watch it!! Of course this movie has its ups and downs, such as Nanae’s dark secrets and her disappearing for awhile and stuff… But eventually, the ending was ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL and it was really really touching… So SERIOUSLY, GO WATCH IT!! Oh, and did I mention I have another new blog?? http://princesswhatever90.blogspot.com/ Remember to visit often!! Ciao... April 29 Raphael, Michelangelo and LeonardoOk, I was on the phone with YUnxi and asking her about computer studies stuff...( I have an exam tomorrow and I'm doing this... BUt anyway..) Then I was looking at my babies, when I felt a strong rush of LOVE towards them!! (LoL, eww...) They were SOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE, KAWAII, CUTE or whatever you call them... THen after I hung up, I took my phone and cam-ed them.. They were POSING!! (I think it was my imagination but..) WAHHH~~~ They were so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know how hard s it for me to takethose pictures.. They had me crouching in all positions, and it really is H A R D!! BUt finally, I got it... And I am TEMPTED to blog this out.. (I really am supposed to study..) And I alerted Karen!! And she haha-ed.. Not much of an answer but.. KAREN, I LOVE YOU!!! WE MUST ONLINE TOGETHER and don't study!! I'll go Online shopping and you go watch your global warming!!! YAY!!!
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